woe is me

I wake up to a freezing home before the sun rises at 5:20 am every school day
I drag a reluctant little brother into a even colder car and drive to seminary.
I sit in seminary and learn about stuff that happened 433094023 years ago
I get back into a freezing car and come home
I climb into a now cold and unmade bed and sleep for hardly 1 hour more
I wake up and I have to get ready for school
I pile on all sorts of product to my skin and hair with very little improvement
I throw some clothes on and grab a chewy bar for lunch..yum. (the same lunch i've enjoyed for the past 2 months)
I climb into my car and park 3 blocks away from school because the stupid communist parking lot is totally full
I walk up hill the entire way and barely make it to class on time
I get sit in class and i'm cold
I get a test back that i worked my butt of studying for only to find out i did poor
I am younger than everbody else so i just sit in the back and try to pretend like i know what the heck im doing
I am so tired
Finally classes are over and i trudge down hill to my car
I make my way into a combined school zone of three different schools and trudge along at twenty miles an hour trying to get to dive
I go to dive and slap the water 130343874945 times, and then get yelled at for slapping (as if i chose to do that)
I get home and with still wet hair change into my running gear and go for a 5 mile run, with a million hills and ever more perverts
Finally i get home and sit my tired butt down at my computer and either do homework or study
I might take a tiny break to eat dinner and watch a little "boy meets world" but all to soon i am back at work
I crawl into bed at midnight but first i kneel down and say a thank you for ....all my many many blessings...
Mom comes in and tells me she loves me, and then how i can do better tomorrow
i read a chapter from my scriptures, set my alarm, and then can't fall asleep because of anxiety about the next day.



CURSE GOD AND DIE.