Blogging Intimidates the heck out of me,

Straight up.

Thats probably why I have such a difficult time maintaining flowers for darling.

Now that I think about it, there are a ton of times in my life where being afraid has held me back.

About 4 years ago it was probably the worst

That's when I was first introduced to things like gossip, backstabbing, cliques, and mean girls.

Those things broke my spirit, and so I gradually built up walls around me so I wouldn't get hurt again.

Its sort of been this huge life battle for me

Finally I feel like those walls are coming down

Its started off slow, brick my brick, that wall would start to get smaller and weaker.

Lately i feel like I've been kicking and hitting it down, giving everything I have.

For the first time I feel like I'm really making progress

I can see the beautiful green grass on the other side

I want to be there so bad.